First off, for any of you guys that don't understand it, showing negative emotion does NOT make you an emo. Thank You.

I was hesitant about announcing all this until now. Skipping all the drama, I'll get right to the point. A lot of really depressing stuff hit me recently all at once. One of which is the fact my grandfather passed away last month. The reality of it didn't hit me until now. That's the main piece of the puzzle. The rest of it is really small stuff. But even small stuff can hurt should it all come at once. I guess I have to spend my time right now just sitting here, since I really don't feel like doing anything. The loneliness doesn't help too much. Anyways, I just felt it better to get this out than to bottle it up inside. Thanks for listening if you have. I hope this rut doesn't last too long.

"Creation is like a puzzle. You never really see the full picture until all the pieces are in just the right place." ~ Me